I am a big woman.
Not fat, anymore, but big.
My lack of success in Hollywood makes a lot of sense, given the standards there. I always knew that mentally, but now I understand it viscerally.
I will never be able to live in the U.K (my dream) or in Canada (my second dream). Unless they change their immigration/citizenship laws regarding people with autism.
And I understand, I do. It's a drain on resources. Especially right now, with so many migrants in such dire straits. People who are in need, and living (barely) in deplorable conditions.
But, should the worst happen and Donald Trump be elected, we're stuck and basically screwed.
Of course, so is the rest of the world...
Maybe we could volunteer for that Mars mission.
I will most likely never meet, let alone work with, the people I most admire.
I will not be one of those people who makes great changes (for the better) in the world.
I will never be wildly successful in my chosen profession. At this point, it's a question even if I will ever work again in my chosen profession. :)
I will never have a flat stomach. I never had one before, but that never kept me from hoping.
I will never be a zen-like optimist.
I will ALWAYS find something to worry about.
Very often, of late, I feel like a whole lot of wasted potential.
I may be experiencing a midlife crisis.
I hate being cliched.
I probably have some form of ADHD, along with mild dyslexia and OCD. My poor kids didn't exactly hit the genetic lottery, lol!
I'm sure there'll be more to come. But I think that's good for now.